I'm sick; and I hate it.

I'm back after a week. Sorry for the lack of updates.

Reasons:

1. Too busy taking care of my wound. See story here.

2. Caught a flu early last Saturday, and it is a really bad one. Till now, I'm still having it. And I always end up in bed because of it. UGH!

3. Wound started bleeding again after 5 days. Just found out why- I've been blowing my nose so frequently and spitting phlegm. So yea, that explains it all. Now I'm gonna get dry socket. SIGH!

4. Had tummy cramps yesterday, and it was quite bad. Curled up in bed almost the whole day.

5. Had been having classes, even on Saturdays. Dang!

I just want to be healthy again, please? :( My flu's affecting everything, even my concentration. Gosh!

Gotta go rest now. Will update a.s.a.p! :)

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Manchester United-Liverpool match and their fans

I know today was the big game- Manchester United-Liverpool game. Yes, yes, the game everyone has been waiting for. I geddit you guys are excited and I geddit if the fans are sooooooooooooooooooooooooo loyal rooting for your own respective teams. I geddit that you all want your teams to win! DUHHHHH, who doesn't right?

Yea, sure. Enjoy the game, cheer as loud as you want, root for them all the way; whichever the team you love. But please la, STOP BEING INSULTING AND ANNOYING.

Football is a sport, not a sport where you can start insulting your own opponent will all sort of stupid stuff. I mean, cmon. WTH? Calling Liverpool fans to suck balls? Who are you to ask them to? & do you know that it is RUDE? -.-

I know you guys are REALLLLYYYY happy that your team won. Good for you. Rejoice! Celebrate! Do whatever you want to enjoy your team's victory! But lemme give you some advice. STOP asking Liverpool fans to suck balls. It's really really rude and it's really not nice. Imagine people asking you to suck balls. You wouldn't like it too right? ;)

STOP BEING SO ARROGANT THAT THE TEAM YOU'RE ROOTING WON! :) You're not the one playing, are you?

Seriously, I'm perfectly fine with MANU players and the team. I know they are good players. But you know what makes me not support them? MANU fans. ARROGANT MANU fans. People like them make loads of people not want to root for MANU.

Anyway, this is just what I think. You're entitled to your opinion too of course.

P/s: In case you're wondering, I'm not a Liverpool fan. In fact, I don't really watch football.

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Is it really wrong for us Christians to watch worldly shows?

I'm not preaching. Neither am I saying that I am right. It's all based on what you wanna think. You know, OPINIONS. In my opinion, I think it's not wrong as long as you know how to handle them the right way.

Shows like Gossip Girls, Desperate Housewives, One Tree Hill, etc are all categorized as "sinful", "bad", "inappropriate" by a majority; whether Christians or not. I mean, yeah the shows are of course. Full of sex, lust, betrayal and revenge. But if you're open minded, you won't be influenced by the bad contents of the shows but take the show as an entertainment; like a hobby. You know, like watching tv? Watching teevee isn't a sin, is it? It's not like those shows are entirely bad. They teach love, care, helping one another and forgiveness too, no?

Let's say you call this a sin; to watch these shows.

IT DOES NOT MEAN I ENJOY THEM MORE THAN GOD. Who are you to judge me based on what I watch? I know I am not a perfect Christian like all of you, but at least I don't act all holy and judge people based on what they watch. God doesn't judge people, so why you?

Sorry but I just feel that I shouldn't be judged this way. The statement "You enjoy this better that God" is wayyyyyy across the borderline.

P/s: I'm not mentioning names for privacy purpose.

I have a feeling many of you will comment on this. Please do, I don't need people judging me based on what I watch or what I write.

Holiday; NOT.

My holiday had been such a bore so far. No road trips, vacations, shopping etc. All I did was just sit at home and online, watch Glee, go out window shopping twice and watched Karate Kid (Quite a good show; Jaden Smith is such a cool boy). Yup, all those for a week. Nice hor? -.-

My BFFs and I planned a trip to KL but to much despair, our plans went crumbling down due to a few reasons- tight budget, fully booked hotels, yadda yadda yadda.

Even plans to go for Star Pieces cruise didn't work out.

So much for relaxing and having a vacation.

I just found out that my uncle is moving, so I guess my cousin and aunt from UK who's landing in KL won't come down to Penang until they've settled everything. That means less shopping with them too. Zzz

Oh well, emo lah of course. Everything seems to not work out.

May be the worst holiday ever.

(Bored till did this)

KTHXBAI.

PORTUGAL V KOREA 7-0; for now :O WOW! Lol

You sick, desperate people.

I just woke up not long ago, brushed my teeth and then came online. Just when I was about the click "Available", I got this friend request. I seriously didn't know who that was but I accepted this person to ask who he/she was in case it was any of my friends. So I did, and I asked. Here's the conversation:

ツ lyииιє-т ღ says:

who r u

Yesenia says:

hey

ツ lyииιє-т ღ says:

?

Yesenia says:

i'm 21/f your a male right?

ツ lyииιє-т ღ says:

nope

Yesenia says:

nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?

ツ lyииιє-т ღ says:

uhh u added me here?

who r u

Yesenia says:

I know a way we can chat and have a better time.. do you cam?

ツ lyииιє-т ღ says:

no

Yesenia says:

Well i don't do yahoo cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam, that assures me no one records...

ツ lyииιє-т ღ says:

who the hell r u -.-

Yesenia says:

I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam?

ツ lyииιє-т ღ says:

no

Yesenia says:

Ok go to (some website I decided not to put here) accept the invite on the page baby

Baby?! WTF is wrong with you desperate people?! Get a life man. And didn't I say no? WTF! I roughly know what she/he's going to show us & I guess EVERYONE knows that right? Disgusting perverts! Ewwww!

So everyone, please be careful of this kinda people. I have been getting it a lot already and I know many of you will get it too. Just block and delete them! Or maybe blog about it so that the whole world knows about these desperate people.

Sudah Jatuh Ditimpa Tangga

2009 had been a really bad, bad year for me. Sigh :(

First, it was my grandma who passed away, then I got admitted for hyperventilation. (Okay, I've gotta admit those were last year) This year, my grandpa passed away instead, then mum got admitted for viral fever, & now my phone got stolen. :(((

Seriously, sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga, no?? How bad can a year be? No, seriously.

I was so heartbroken when I found out that my phone was stolen. I cried as if I broke up or something. :(

Anyway, the boyf went through the whole thing with me. He took me to DIGI centre to get me a new sim card & bought me the same exact phone with his own savings. I will definately pay him back though. Thank you baby, for everything. I still feel bad.

I hope the new owner of my phone will take care of it properly & won't misuse the things inside (especially photos).

Sigh, bad year indeed. But I need to give thanks to God & count my blessings no matter what.

Yew stupid yellow man.

" I will follow you, follow you wherever you may go! ... "

Follow me my foot la! Kononnya follow us. Pfft!

YELLOW MAN (aka DIGI) was being a bitch today- for nearly the WHOLE day. I couldn't send any messages & call or receive any messages & calls for the past few hours. It's either connection error or no network.

Follow me horr?? MY FOOT!

And due to the bitchy yellow man;
My dad couldn't reach my brother.
My dad couldn't get me.
My mum couldn't get me either.
When I got a message from them both, I couldn't make my emergency calls to my parents.
I has to use the college's phone to call my mum.
When I was out for lunch and had to make a call to my dad, I had to search for a phone booth to make that call even though I had my fully charged cell with me. (WTF who actually does that?)

All because of the stupid yellow man. Where have you been the whole day? You freaking ruined our day!

Freaking pissed

I need to rant now because I can't stand it. You probably read something similar to this HERE. But anyway, I still need to rant. It's really getting damn annoying.

YOU! Stop saying I complain much! Just STOP! I have reasons, and you CLEARLY know it because I've told you so many freaking times! If you want me to stop complaining, then ask HIM to do HIS part. And if you refuse to because of him having exams, fetches you around, mop & sweep the floor for me when I have full day classes blablabla, I'll complain EVEN MORE!

Do you know why?

Lemme tell you! I DO have exams too. I SWEEP & MOP THE FLOOR for him when he has full day classes. I WASH THE freaking PLATES for him. I HANG THE CLOTHES for him. I FOLD THE CLOTHES for him.

I freaking do MOST of the things for him! & clearly, you don't see that. You only see what he does.

I know laa he's the only boy & chinese do love boys and pamper them. I know you won't do that. BUT now, you're acting as if he's the MOST IMPORTANT human being at home and I'm like his freaking maid. You always ask me to study, but at the same time you also ask me to do the houseworks. You tell me, how am I suppose to study?!!! You only offer to hang the clothes, thats all. I still have to be the maid to him. And he doesn't respect me because you all pamper him. I'm FREAKING OLDER THAN HIM!!!! Gosh, like wtf man!

So for now, I WILL & SHALL CONTINUE TO COMPLAIN if you DON'T do something about it. And no, I'm not being rebelious. I want fairness!

Annoyance ♥

You are so terribly f*cked up. Sigh!

To a few certain someoneS.

URRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate all of you!!!!!!! _l_

I feel like hitting/killing someone right now. ANYONE!

You think I'm maid in the house is it? Fyou.

Okay, I'm not suppose to be blogging right now but I can't stand it already. I just need to rant a lil here, then I'll be done.

My family, especially my brother thinks I'm some kind of maid that can do every single house chore at home. It's like I'm not studying, or I don't have anything else better to do. I know la, as a daughter, I havto help out at home. It's a daughter's duty, no? Mum told me, "During your exams, you don't have to do the house work. Let Jon do." But now, my exams are like in a week's time, and I'm STILL doing practically all the work here- wash the dishes, wipe the table, hang the clothes, wipe the plates, sweep the floor, sometimes fold the clothes, make drinks for them, etc..

I'm okay with it actually, but there comes a point where enough is enough. Hellooo?? Exams are around the corner, and it's not like my brother studies when he's at home. I always see him in his room playing games or either talking on the phone. Like WTF?! I know la I do that too, I definately don't deny that, but at least I do houseworks. But him? All he does at home is shake his legs. If my mum cooks, he will go straight to his room after eating, leaving all the plates on the table for mum and I to do. LIKE HELLOOOO?!!! I AM NOT YOUR MAID OKAY?! I am your sister. You, as a brother, should be helping out too if you aren't studying.

And c'mon la mum, so obvious he isn't studying at times. BUT YOU DON'T LET HIM DO THE WORK! sighhhh, not that I'm mad, I'm just wondering why can't I have peace without hearing these stuff all day.. && why can't I have rest.

"Joce, wipe the table."
"Joce, you wash the plates okay. Your bro is having exams."
"Joce, hang the clothes."
"Joce, wipe up the plates. You didn't wipe for so many days already, my dish dryer is getting spoilt."
"Joce, nvm laa, your bro having exams maa. You wash for him okay?"
"Joce, sweep the floor later okay? I wanna mop. Don't let your bro do okay? He's having exams."

LIKE WTF!

I'm so darn annoyed and seriously, my patience is running out. I just feel like exploding and telling mum that bro doesn't study as much as it seems.

Sigh.. Terpaksalah respect her. She's my mum afterall.

But I hate it when my bro takes advantage of me and bullies me.

UPDATE: Eh you fucking annoying pampered child, deaf ar you?! People talk to you also don't know how to answer us?! NAH SEE THIS ---> _l_ FUCK YOU!

Like maid only.

P/s: Jie, I need you back here laa so you can help me out too :) So annoying okay! Damn pampered & spoilt laa our brother.

P/p/s: I want to rant more, but I HAVE TO boil water to make some oats for mum and I now.

Rant's over.

♥

The day the earth stood still :(

16th February 2009- the day that some rejoiced and the day some literally died.

I died.

I DIED LAA CAN NOT? Sigh. Not gonna talk about it- it's just one bad day for me. I don't feel as upset as some people (you know who you are) but still, I'm upset. So fucked up man.

How can this be? TWICE??!!!??!!!! Like WTF!!!!! T.T

How am I gonna face my dad later? :(

Sigh. Can I just drown myself or burry myself alive now?

P/s: I know to some, you are having the worst day ever like me. Try cheering up. It's all over now. We just have to learn from our mistakes. I guess that means less hangouts, less suppers with BFFs, less online, less msging, less teevee, less plurking, less facebooking, less gaming, less blog-hopping, less blogging for all of us. Sigh, I know it's really hard to do all that but we have to do it. It's for our future.

P/p/s: Congratulations to those who rejoiced today! :) I will miss you guys very much. Sigh T.T


*covers face up and starts to shed tears*

.I'm going crazy.

.thinking of what to do for his birthday. I've been cracking my head the whole day already and I still haven't found anything perfect. Something is on my mind already but it's just.... I don't know. Plain simple and too common maybe? Sigh. I just want it to be special. And meaningful.

Aku dilemma laaa. Moreover, I'm on tight budget. Seriously, I never thought that thinking of something like that would be so hard.